Source: upi.comMalachy, a Pekingese, is placed in the trophy cup after winning best in show at the 136th annual Westminster Kennel Club Dog Show held at Madison Square Garden on February 14, 2012 in New York City.
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Life has been weird these days. I feel very… disconnected. I feel most days like I am on autopilot. Like my life is just running for me and that I’m just going through the motions. I go back and forth between needing company and needing to be alone. Neither one feels quite right. I mostly just want to be sleeping. Its nice to lay down and escape the world for a few hours. Not all days are bad. There are days when I feel the sun shining outside and I can’t help but smile. There are others where I can laugh for hours in the presence of good company. But those days are few compared to the many that I wander around in a haze. I worry a lot, about everything. I see this entire world of choice and opportunity spread out at my feet and it is daunting. I have to force myself backward and just focus on the now. I have so much to be thankful for and I try and remember those things during these days I that I am blue. I don’t want to keep feeling so low, I just can’t figure out how to stop. I have always been able to put my thoughts into words better than I can speak them, so maybe writing them out will continue to give me clarity.
